I’m going through a weird phase in my life. I don’t trust females and I don’t like any females except for the ones I work with. I’m nice to them. But ever since my ex cheated on me with this girl I thought was my friend, I can’t trust a single bitch. I don’t go out or do anything for the sole reason that I can’t trust anyone. I think every girl is gonna be nice to me and then go after my man. I’m only 19 and don’t party or drink anymore and I’m okay with that considering I did so much of it at a young age. Not even a therapist can’t talk me into trusting people. I just literally have no life because I’m scared of everyone and I shouldn’t be for fucks sake. I’m a stripper and get complimented all the damn day so what exactly is wrong with me.
A normal girl with a nice body can post a nude and she’ll be called every name in the book and get mad hate yet a model who doesn’t look quite as good as her can do the same and it’s okay. You people are hypocritical as fuck. Don’t open your mouth if you can’t back your shit up.
And news flash, most people don’t give a shit about your opinion anyway.
Once I get my car back from getting a new engine;
- save at least 3,000 for a fuckin apartment. (WHICH MEANS actually look and call places up)
- pay my school so they can unlock my classes
- buy laptop. do school work!
- save until I have enough for an actual new car and to trade my current one in
- save save save LOTS until I feel comfortable enough to move to Florida.